Today was a rough stressful day and no luck finding my new place, yet another disappointment.. And you know what's worse is that I feel like I keep being given all these miracles and great opportunities but as soon as I've started to appreciate them and understand what important role they are playing In my life, they fade away and I never know what I did wrong
Did I even do anything?
Praying for fulfilled future happenings all the way
the night I landed in LA again, that feeling omg I havent felt that in FOREVER. Shaking like an idiot I think it was kind of a huge shock for me as much as it was pure happiness and excitement , something I havent felt in a million years
Its so weird how things are happening, I was thinking to myself 2 days ago how I keep making everything I think about happen. It just happens you know and then I came to think about all the people that I have been wanting hit up and then how it all happened. then Brooke Candy came to mind and I was a little bummed that I still havent got in contact with her in some way and what do you know,
yesterday she hit me up on snapchat!
hehe Im a nerd I know
but it was kinda funny how it happened just after I had thought about it
proves that we really do create everything with our minds.
I should start writing down all things that I have consciously manifested. :)
I keep seeing 11.11 1.11 2.22 3.33 etc all day every day and the other night I saw a shooting star at 11.11 that felt like a major sign and im still waiting for my wish to come true. I feel weirdly calm about everything for some reason, it kinda feels like someone has my back and that allows me to sit back and relax because I know good stuff is coming my way, hey they obviously already has and I'm beyond grateful
Damn i keep forgetting how good it is to be back ❤️