Come to think of it, I would really go all in and do anything to get a good pic or video.
Acting is the only thing that gives me total satisfaction and true happiness. it keeps me alive you know,
I have known that for a long time and its just so great to know exactly what I want to do in life but also so frustrating and painful with all these obstacles coming in my way. why cant I just be able to be happy and do what I love instead of laying dying in this bed waiting for things to get better...
I am not alive.