I have been having some traumatic days behind me and completely unmotivated to blog or een answer emails. I got an offer that made me think that I was going to be saved and everything would b fine but it slipped away. why? Is there nothing good for me anymore? Is it my own fault for expecting the worst? I try not to I really do..
I am going to try Chanting in the next days as well as other methods
I am giving up almost every day , Its difficult to be stable in your mind when your in a physical prison.