Saturday, February 28, 2015


 I just wanna give u a great tip for you tea drinkers and beauty junkies! (if your not one then you will be after reading this)
never throw away your tea bag after using it. it has to be one of those pure teas with no shit in it, natural ingredients (no0 lipton shiet lol) . Green tea preferably, I use that and peppermint and energy tea. I put them in my cold water with lemon and let it soak in a big pitcher

when ive been drinking all the water I NEVER throw away the bag. I squeeze it and put it on my face for a couple of minutes and I love the feeling afterwards. it takes away acne and tightens the skin immediately and I can imagine it pulls out all the toxins from the skin as well

heres some other great uses for your old tea bags in my opinion:

  • Soothe a Blistering Sunburn 
 Due to its antioxidant activity, the topical application of green or black tea bags may actively fight cancer formation by stopping cellular mutations. find near-instant relief from sunburn by applying brewed tea bags directly onto sunburned skin. Allow the bags to sit on the skin for 15 to 30 minutes. Repeat as necessary.
  • Get Rid of The Redness on Your Eyes
Put a couple of teabags in cold water and let them soak for 2 minutes. Place them onto your eyelids. Let them rest there for a couple of minutes. After you put them away the redness will be gone and your eyes will look fresher and more youthful.
  • Soothe Aching and Bleeding Gums
Aching and bleeding gums can be caused by a host of ailments, ranging from a newly extracted tooth to gum disease. Regardless, find relief by biting down on a brewed green or black tea bag. The antiseptic, anti-inflammatory and antioxidant activities of tea bags streamline the healing process while simultaneously numbing pain and reducing blood loss. Repeat as many times as necessary to provide the relief you’re craving.
  • Freshen Your Clothes And Shoes
Store previously used and dried teabags in the closet in order to make your clothes smell fresher. You can also put one of these bags in each shoe. It will get rid of the unpleasant smell in no time.

Sunday, February 22, 2015


I will now reveal a plan that I have had in my head for a while now, planning and thinking about everything. (Know when reading this,, I have never been more serious about anything, I am honestly doing this). I have always felt drawn to the water and always wanted to live there like a Mermaid and yall know I love Thailand and Bali (maybe somewhere with better and more still water) so here is my plan:

I will be the first (MAYBE THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE BUT I HAVENT SEEN ANYONE.. IF THERE IS SOMEONE ID LIKE TO KNOW WHO SO I CAN GET TIPS) person to live in the water and on the beach! Since my legs are not working as a humans right now like walking and stuff, I know that under water im like everyone else, I can get ahead like a normal person.
I thought I spend my days layin on a rock, or the beach in the sun warming up for the night and swimming around diving and spending most of my time under water. Exploring.

🐬    If i get cold? honestly will I? but then I will have a little shelter up on the beach that I can crawl up on and sleep in during rainy nights. otherwise ill just sleep wherever i feel comfortable.

🐬    Food, water? I will have someone that brings me food n coconut water on a regular basis and stuff that I need.

🐬    I want to be on a quiet lonely beautiful beach with almost no tourists.

🐬    I will have a mermaid bottom maid for me to keep me warm and swim easier. (that I will put on whenever I feel like it, not always on of course)

🐬    Hair situation, my hair will be very destroyed from the salt water and constant sun i can imagine but I will have a miracle hair product fix that ;)

 🐬    I will have a floating home in the water also, that will be attached to something so it doesnt float away.

🐬    I will need a strong travel companion man that can carry me to the beach, anyone whos up for that email me. anyone else who wants to come as well

 if theres anything else that someone can think of that Id need feel free to tell me, and admit it, its not impossible living like this :D I just have nothing to loose, only gain. I will have time to find myself and see things that no one else has. I am not someone that will live my life crippled and sitting down looking up on ppl who fulfill their dreams. I will walk. but until then... I cant think of a better life than this:

Saturday, February 21, 2015


I have so many beautiful jewelery pieces that I got from my Debbie, mah Love! and Ive been wanting to show it to you for a while now so its time, heres some of my favorites mixed with other favs

earrings to the right



 and I have so many more i gotta show ya    ☮▲☨∞▲  ➳  ♒ ♕

Monday, February 16, 2015


I want to talk about schools and how fucked up they are. I dropped out in 12th grade thank god because frankly, its just a waste of time and bad programming. Most of the stuff they teach you is shit that you have absolutely no use for in real life anyway. There is always people getting bullied and scarred for life and its not until later in life that the person who was bullied understand what was really going on, like the person who attacked them was actually mentally retarded, ugly, raped or hit daily by parents at home or just having really low self esteem and in need of love.

They dont teach you confidence, to beleive in magic or to question everything they read or hear. they teach you the complete opposite, that everything you read is true and everything the teacher says is true.
They say youre, lazy, unintelligent or bad if you are not doing well on a test or your homework.
They lie to you sayin that you wont go or become anything in life if you fail a test.
You are plain stupid if you dont know what hitlers mom had for breakfast on Sundays or what time the clock was invented..(LOL)
 They distract you everyday with homework, creating anxiety to perform, grading, judging you and leave no time to explore and live life on your own.

School is Prison. The food is horrible and youre locked up getting lectured with strict times you must follow everyday.

                Okay so of course this does not mean all schools and Im mostly referring to the lower grades when you first start and also all the way to 13th grade. Plus im talking about my own experiences.
I was bullied from 2rd something grade up til 5th for being short, shy etc.. I became so affected by the bullying that I stopped talking almost completely in class in front of people (of course I talked to my friends and all that) but I though something was wrong with me so I then got picked on for not talking as well in 5th to 9th grade.
In 10th grade I got my first boyfriend and people were "mean" calling us barbie and ken lol and said "that they got a rash from blonde people" everytime I was near or in the same room as them HAHA
THAT was pure jealousy and guess what.. today they all platina blonde. sigh...

Tho, I do get upset when I think about how many years they ruined for me, treating me like that and making me believe that it was something wrong with me. and the teachers who just stood there watching it all happen.

I hope in the future, schools will be a lot different. teaching English early on in every country on the planet. and ofc other important subjects but also teaching LOVE, spirituality, the meaning of life, how much meaning everyone has and that we are all one.

Tuesday, February 10, 2015


pictures from 2 days ago

I had a hour long talk session with Channeler Nora Herolds ✰✰ yesterday and I found out so much about my previous lifes, it explained alot of decisions that I have been making in my life.. It was all so clear, I totally understand why im in this physical position right now. Wish I could tell you all about it but youre not supposed to share sacred information like that.

it was a much needed talk after a very rough day, since I got to this elderly home the personal has been mixing and changing my pain medication routines which could make anyone go crazy. very emotional and dramatic. ANYWAYS  I highly recommend anyone to do this hour long session with the lovely Nora, it will help you in all ways possible.

Wednesday, February 4, 2015


I have been having some traumatic days behind me and completely unmotivated to blog or een answer emails. I got an offer that made me think that I was going to be saved and everything would b fine but it slipped away. why? Is there nothing good for me anymore? Is it my own fault for expecting the worst? I try not to I really do..

I am going to try Chanting in the next days as well as other methods
I am giving up almost every day , Its difficult to be stable in your mind when your in a physical prison.