Wednesday, October 15, 2014

BLACK ABYSS


I have only one month left in this rehab... I have not decided what to do or where to go after but its scary. Im loosing (a lot of) hair because of my bodys reaction to all of this, Im scared everyday from the minute I wake up of the future...
Its scary how my body is changing, people are changing and everything seems dark.. thinking about the past is ripping my heart in pieces. I dunno what to do with myself.

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  1. Chloe, stay strong and do not lose sight of getting better again. Granted that it may never be as you were, but stay positive and you will be in a better place and make a beautiful new life and bring joy to many... XXX

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  2. here are your family? Who helps you? Where are your parents? You have only shown a couple of friends visiting you in the hospital?? What does your parents make of all of this? Surely you can go home to Sweden and get any further care you may need- a previous blog said they have the best rehab in the world. Then you would not have to pay and you could be with your family.

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    1. my parents are here with me everyday. FYI sweden does not provide the specialist care that I need to walk. plus I want to get stem cells which isnt free my love

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  3. Chloe, how did you go at the stables with the horses. You said you were going and you have not mentioned it since. Hope you got to go , best wishes

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    1. oh yes I went :) I posted on my insta only but it was sweet and next time I go Ill get to ride for a bit and then i will post some pictures hehe

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  4. Ye reap what ye sow ...........

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