This morning I received a letter with some really bad news that totally killed the last hope I was barely survived on right now, mentally.
My hip is infected and its eating my bones away meaning id need immediate surgery and that would mean that they would remove parts of my skeleton leaving my leg 6 cm ( 2.3inch) shorter than my left one but it wouldnt matter since my changes of ever walking again is 0%
Everyone who knows me, know that I would never in a million years spend my life in a wheelchair. I wouldnt even call it a life.
i dont have much to say, Im speechless who would have seen tihis coming. how can this now be my fate?
I LOVE everyone that has been there for me everyday and stood by my side no matter what and I cant help but feel a bit selfish when I tell you that I do not want to live like this.. but
Im broken inside and out and Im asking anyone out there for help to end this pain im in. Please help.