Saturday, May 17, 2014


You probably already know that I L.O.V.E Nastygal, these babes arrived today to join my collection
They will look great with a maxi dress for example

Friday, May 9, 2014


Received some pictures from a shoot I did with Debbie not too long ago by Rudi.


Im editing a video and I will be doing so forever since im so slow and everything have to be exactly the way I had in my mind. Phew... I keep coming up with new ideas and that slows down the progress even more lol

But basically Ill show you a typical week in my life (unfortunately extremely a bit censored)  it will be very silly and weird ofc. Starring my closest fucking friends: lovers, unicorns, fairies, my precious diamonds that I love to death ♥ ...and alot of Go-Go juice

Oh gahwd im presenting it like its something HUGE! not true. It will be a bunch of clips cut together making absolutely no sense. :D which means a thousand times more entertaining than any braindead Kardashian-alike show ever existed lol

Tuesday, May 6, 2014


I dont know what to blog about! Im really bored and I have no motivation and my head is all empty. Guess going to the gym now is the best thing to do
THEN I will know what to do


I really like this pic even though Im half naked AND I really love my hat as you may have noticed. I need to get a new one, I want a light cream or beige

Its almost 3am and I should get some sleep maybe but Im hungry and I aint got no food...
I always eat in the middle of the night because during the day I have no time or appetite 


I forgot to post pictures from Palm Springs at Coachella weekend! I LOVE palm springs I really need to go back asap

I took a cab to Palmsprings haha

Warm winds <3

I like your style yeah I like ur styleee

Saturday, May 3, 2014


hey there, I havent been to active here because of, well many reasons.. my heart hurts every moment of everyday but sometimes I can push it deeper inside so I wont feel it but then when Im alone its out there all over and around me. ruins me.


On top of that my car got vandalized the other day when I came down and saw it, It felt like it was me that was there, drowned in paint and egged in my face by evil itself. I dont want to go into details but this fucked up my situations in many ways. I had it under control but now I cant help but feeling scared and lost.

My mood changed today when I picked up my little car from the carwash, they had been working on it for 2 days and they got almost all of the paint away yay!

but then the demons comes out again to take me into their dark place, the hole inside me, filled with confusion, heartpain, anxiety and it scares me more than anything... I do not want to manifest anything negative.
Time to change surroundings, time to live, time to NOT GIVE A DAMN. and Ill do whatever it takes
trust me.