Today wasn't a good day at all. I hate being alone and It gives me anxiety attacks and its the worst feeling ever, not even laying by the pool helped, so I started cleaning, now my room, bathroom and closet is perfect organized... now what? Thinking about drawing but then I suddenly dont feel like it anymore, writing? Done that as well. Shopping, done it and it does not help.
Driving away as far as I can get and sleep in my car under the stars? yes.