Thursday, February 27, 2014


Going to neuter Aloe today! Its the third time I have made a appointment for it! First time he ran away from the car the little gangster, the second time I forgot to not feed him the night and morning before..
But today is the day!  Snipp Snipp*

On sunday I am moving in to my new place!:

Tuesday, February 25, 2014


Would like to say thanks to Mattia and the rest of the crew. Go have a look on his page

Monday, February 24, 2014




Saw a great old movie a couple of weeks ago, "Mysterious skin" and all I could think of was how much the actor (Joseph Gordon-Levitt) looks just like my hot friend Nathan from Australia

Tell me they dont look alike?!

Sunday, February 23, 2014


Right now we live in the most interesting time ever, people are finally starting to wake up and understand everything that we are and have always been. We are not humans. We are everything, we are the universe, we are all ONE.

 Ive been taught and told this my whole life but I wasnt ready, I didnt want to hear it or believe it. I first started to realize and take it all in, many years ago when I first went to Thailand and suddenly I felt so awake, I opened myself up to this new and amazing feeling of Freedom and pure love which is not describable flowing through my body and mind. I wasnt longer "a person on the beach with other people that was, to me, just strangers"
              -I WAS The people, I was the Sand, the ocean and the air, I became one with everything in my surroundings.
 It was so overwhelming, I started writing every single thing down in a diary to keep clear and take it in in a comfortable way. It really made my head spin.
This feeling fade away as soon as I went back in Sweden, surrounded with blind, unaware people. 

It was almost impossible to maintain the aware feeling that I knew about, every time I came back from my paradise... Until packed up my life and flew to LA with absolutely NO intentions of EVER going back.
 Remember 2 and a half year ago, I wrote about the POWERFUL energy that hit me from the plane. (Like a truck in my face!)  when I saw this beautiful city from above and I just knew in my heart, that I had made the best decision of my life coming here

A month ago after living 5 months in a house with very powerful dark energy, I moved in with my friends one block away and straight away this Very strong positive energy hits me, his name is Ricky. He started telling me all these things that my mom told me since I was like 6 years old, The exact same things! I have been waiting for someone to come in contact with me and remind me of all these facts of life that I wasnt ready for in back in the days. I am truly thankful for this person to come into my life at this time. 

Some of you may hopefully know this already but most of you may not understand a single word of what I just said here. Both parts should still take a look at these videos that hopefully will wake you up as well <3

Reality is just an illusion

"Modern Science is now beginning to confirm what Spirituality, Philosophy, Sages, Ancient teachings and psychedelics have been saying for millennia, that the entire Universe is One and that what we think of as "reality" is just an illusion.. And the only real thing in the Universe is Consciousness."

"If quantum mechanics hasn't profoundly shocked you, you haven't understood it yet." ~ Niels Bohr

Saturday, February 22, 2014


A couple of days ago I went to DonnaBella twenty4k and got a gold mask, facial and did some hair removal. I really liked the products that I got to take home. The scrub is seriously great!

Thursday, February 20, 2014


 I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
 Yep! very accurate lyrics!

damn stress, Its taking over me! I need an assistant. Its so much at once, you have no idea! Its because everything changes so quick and constantly every day there is a new BIG change and Im extremely sensitive to all sorts of energy unfortunately..  ANyway,

 :) wish me good luck today cuz I have some important meetingzzzzzzz

Wednesday, February 19, 2014


Sorry, I have been extremely depressed some moments everyday for like 4 days and that made me sick, I had the worst headache today and yesterday, been throwing up and stuff, Ricky as well. wtf? I feel better right now, I always feel the best at the end of the days. My morning anxiety has started again?
I have learned that after all these years I have had this feeling alot its because of jumping timelines. Dont like it, not at all. Apparently it affects us all, especially the people you live with.

Saturday, February 15, 2014


I want to go to a a deserted island in bora bora, fiji or something like that and just live for half a year, No makeup No stress and let my hair grow out so I dont need to wear extensions anymore, get freckles, drink cold pressed juices, drink coconut water from a coconut, cleanse my body, Meditate and just live in the peaceful moment of bliss.

then return to this life Im living now, hate to call it reality but its close. In my world reality is something that I DO NOT want to be a part of. Thank god I have a small group of people that think and act the same.

Fuck stress, fuck anxiety, fuck "being realistic" everytime I feel down, disappointment or stress I just Think of the infinite universe which we are all a part of.... Then I think about, how much does that thing, person, job, bad experience etc etc REALLY MEAN?

the answer is nothing. It cant affect you at all if you think BIGGER 


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