Took me this whole day, until now to get my shit together. Got an inspiring idea and a now I can feel like there is hope again haha. When I find something that I like, could be a movie, song, person whatever. I become creative and getting all these ideas and feel happy and excited. Until I find something else and I let go of the previous obsession, not completely but still.
I think Im depressed when I do not have anything that inspires me. Its all that keeps me going, felt empty all day just sat and stared into the wall.
I just saw this clip/person and that changed my mood immediately haha!
hm.. forgot what I was going to do in here more than write this yADA YADA