Sunday, November 29, 2015
nothing there is still.
cant make up my mind what I want to do for my b day which is in, 5 days oh damn!
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Ive always Loved Nasty Gal and I cant help but look at all the cute and unnecessary things I would want like the headphones but most of all the clothes. Id wear everything here if I could! I dont understand how people can walk around with no style when there's gorgeous things like this you could get. If I were you... still want that white beanie tho
Friday, November 6, 2015
You were on your way home when you died.
It was a car accident. Nothing particularly remarkable, but fatal nonetheless. You left behind a wife and two children. It was a painless death. The EMTs tried their best to save you, but to no avail. Your body was so utterly shattered you were better off, trust me.
And that’s when you met me.
“What… what happened?” You asked. “Where am I?”
“You died,” I said, matter-of-factly. No point in mincing words.
“There was a… a truck and it was skidding…”
“Yup,” I said.
“I… I died?”
“Yup. But don’t feel bad about it. Everyone dies,” I said.
You looked around. There was nothingness. Just you and me. “What is this place?” You asked. “Is this the afterlife?”
“More or less,” I said.
“Are you god?” You asked.
“Yup,” I replied. “I’m God.”
“My kids… my wife,” you said.
“What about them?”
“Will they be all right?”
“That’s what I like to see,” I said. “You just died and your main concern is for your family. That’s good stuff right there.”
You looked at me with fascination. To you, I didn’t look like God. I just looked like some man. Or possibly a woman. Some vague authority figure, maybe. More of a grammar school teacher than the almighty.
“Don’t worry,” I said. “They’ll be fine. Your kids will remember you as perfect in every way. They didn’t have time to grow contempt for you. Your wife will cry on the outside, but will be secretly relieved. To be fair, your marriage was falling apart. If it’s any consolation, she’ll feel very guilty for feeling relieved.”
“Oh,” you said. “So what happens now? Do I go to heaven or hell or something?”
“Neither,” I said. “You’ll be reincarnated.”
“Ah,” you said. “So the Hindus were right,”
“All religions are right in their own way,” I said. “Walk with me.”
You followed along as we strode through the void. “Where are we going?”
“Nowhere in particular,” I said. “It’s just nice to walk while we talk.”
“So what’s the point, then?” You asked. “When I get reborn, I’ll just be a blank slate, right? A baby. So all my experiences and everything I did in this life won’t matter.”
“Not so!” I said. “You have within you all the knowledge and experiences of all your past lives. You just don’t remember them right now.”
I stopped walking and took you by the shoulders. “Your soul is more magnificent, beautiful, and gigantic than you can possibly imagine. A human mind can only contain a tiny fraction of what you are. It’s like sticking your finger in a glass of water to see if it’s hot or cold. You put a tiny part of yourself into the vessel, and when you bring it back out, you’ve gained all the experiences it had.
“You’ve been in a human for the last 48 years, so you haven’t stretched out yet and felt the rest of your immense consciousness. If we hung out here for long enough, you’d start remembering everything. But there’s no point to doing that between each life.”
“How many times have I been reincarnated, then?”
“Oh lots. Lots and lots. An in to lots of different lives.” I said. “This time around, you’ll be a Chinese peasant girl in 540 AD.”
“Wait, what?” You stammered. “You’re sending me back in time?”
“Well, I guess technically. Time, as you know it, only exists in your universe. Things are different where I come from.”
“Where you come from?” You said.
“Oh sure,” I explained “I come from somewhere. Somewhere else. And there are others like me. I know you’ll want to know what it’s like there, but honestly you wouldn’t understand.”
“Oh,” you said, a little let down. “But wait. If I get reincarnated to other places in time, I could have interacted with myself at some point.”
“Sure. Happens all the time. And with both lives only aware of their own lifespan you don’t even know it’s happening.”
“So what’s the point of it all?”
“Seriously?” I asked. “Seriously? You’re asking me for the meaning of life? Isn’t that a little stereotypical?”
“Well it’s a reasonable question,” you persisted.
I looked you in the eye. “The meaning of life, the reason I made this whole universe, is for you to mature.”
“You mean mankind? You want us to mature?”
“No, just you. I made this whole universe for you. With each new life you grow and mature and become a larger and greater intellect.”
“Just me? What about everyone else?”
“There is no one else,” I said. “In this universe, there’s just you and me.”
You stared blankly at me. “But all the people on earth…”
“All you. Different incarnations of you.”
“Wait. I’m everyone!?”
“Now you’re getting it,” I said, with a congratulatory slap on the back.
“I’m every human being who ever lived?”
“Or who will ever live, yes.”
“I’m Abraham Lincoln?”
“And you’re John Wilkes Booth, too,” I added.
“I’m Hitler?” You said, appalled.
“And you’re the millions he killed.”
“And you’re everyone who followed him.”
You fell silent.
“Every time you victimized someone,” I said, “you were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness you’ve done, you’ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.”
You thought for a long time.
“Why?” You asked me. “Why do all this?”
“Because someday, you will become like me. Because that’s what you are. You’re one of my kind. You’re my child.”
“Whoa,” you said, incredulous. “You mean I’m a god?”
“No. Not yet. You’re a fetus. You’re still growing. Once you’ve lived every human life throughout all time, you will have grown enough to be born.”
“So the whole universe,” you said, “it’s just…”
“An egg.” I answered. “Now it’s time for you to move on to your next life.”
And I sent you on your way.
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
I came to think about it and how we all actually love to limit ourselves in so many ways and then follow the rules..
something simple as emojis, we are totally bummed that there was no unicorn emoji and got super excited when apple upgraded it and we were finally able to use it. we felt restricted and like the limited ways and forgot that we got infinite choices in life with absolutely no limitations
we consciously make rules for ourselves just to have a frame to live in, or a box. stuck in the mindset of constant need. -need to go to work even though It makes me unhappy, because I need to get money for I so desperately need to survive.
so try thinking outside your box
when you need youre lacking and you will attract lack.
I say Unlearn everything you have been thought. from the constant need to prove your worthiness in school to the image of how your life is supposed to look like when your older and reach a certain age.
always ask yourself; does this make me happy? think about WHO said what about life and how it should be looking. its all about how it should be FEELING
feeling great and not harming anyone? youre doing exactly what you "should" according to none other than Yourself and thats ALL that matters , really
heres some pics from before and after I got 1ml juvaderm in my lips:
|a few weeks After|
Monday, November 2, 2015
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
Friday, September 25, 2015
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
and dont worry Ill answer your questions in a video, its part of a new project I had in mind and I think it will be great
heres some new pictures
Le Jolie Spa
Friday, September 18, 2015
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
yesterday she hit me up on snapchat!
hehe Im a nerd I know
but it was kinda funny how it happened just after I had thought about it
proves that we really do create everything with our minds.
I should start writing down all things that I have consciously manifested. :)
Friday, September 4, 2015
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
Wednesday, August 12, 2015
I met with Debbie and Tahnee yesterday which was amazing I have missed her beyond words and I got a new phone
Will take more pics and start some new projects which im really excited for but first of all Project Chloe!
heres some pics from last few dayz...
|Lol my nail :D|
|ive missed Chipotle|