Thursday, December 18, 2014

GODS GIFT CAME EARLY

it happens to me alot that I totally Forget that have this spinal cord injury for a sec and yesterday I  saw this commercial " WINGS FOR LIFE , WORLD RUN, RUN FOR THOSE WHO CANT!" and I immediately thought to myself "fuck yea Ill run for that cause!!" then I realized im one of those they run for.... LOL
cool tho, may 3. hmm Ill be walking n running by then anyway so I might sign up haha





"Millions of people with spinal cord injuries share a single dream. Through taking part in the Wings for Life World Run you can help us to make this dream a reality. "


btw it really looks like ive had my lips done recently but it was more than a year ago! how could this be? does God just really love me?! like omg! hahahaha

ALL I WANT FOR X MAS;

         Hi everyone, this is just a little reminder., if you feel a little generous this time of the year (plus I had my birthday a few weeks ago ;) that I do still need any help I can get, I am so grateful for everything you have done for me <3 but just as I said a little reminder :) 

If you want to donate to HELP CHLOE WALK press this link http://www.gofundme.com/HelpChloeWalk
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL 

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

I AM THAT I AM



Last night I was short on my opiate medication so I knew that I was going to wake up at 4-5am with crazy withdrawals so I looked up which stone to sleep with under my pillow to avoid that horrible experience to happen again and I read abt my purple amethyst, one person said NOT to sleep with it since it makes you dream really spaced uncomfortable dreams and FUCK yes it did! It was a real trip of dreams but I didnt have any withdrawals at all!! since its a stone thats perfect for drug and alcohol addiction. very calming.

tonight Ill try rose quarts, they all recommended that one for good sleep n energy

enough abt the stones, I can imagine most of you arent at all into it so Ill just tell you a short upgrade of the last week or so;

* I tried a new acupuncture today, needles in my fingers, tell you more abt it later.
* I was so happy that Anders won Big Brother Sweden, I wanted him to win from the start, or well I hated him at the start but he grew on me later :) congrats to him and Ill miss his laugh cuz it made me laugh haha
* Im trying to breathe love, see love, hear love and speak love. but its difficult as FUCK in this place Im in
* I miss everyone in LA so much, I cant even deal...
*  GOT MY HARD DRIVE BACK WITH ALL MY PICS AND VIDEOS ALL THE WAY BACK TO YEAR 2005 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMG WE HAVE BEEN DYING IN LAUGH FROM ALL THE AWESOME MEMORIES.  I wish I cud show you but its censored VERY censored ..

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

JUST A REGULAR MONDAY IN MY L.A

I just need you to know that we are all very serious with these moves. starring Wilson. the greatest love story of em all. even twilight.



Sunday, December 7, 2014

BIRTHDAYS AND DEATHDAYS

I had my Birthday a few days ago and I spent it in Stockholm doing the laser cell renewal treatment and OMG it was super fucking intense and I fell apart afterwards in my chair, crying in pain, which is a good thing since the nerves are connecting and my whole body and mind was filled with light.
unfortunately I couldnt enjoy any of our staying there except a quick meeting with my cousin in a cafe/bar someything, I have no idea I just got carried up some stairs and I was inside unable to even speak. then I fell into a deep sleep, waking up in winter wonderland haha. snow everywhere on the way back. and it was green and purple lights all over and a view that reminded me of Malibu coast.

me mom and matt are some crazy ass ppl. lol. I had a great celebration with my friends the day before, also that with a lot of laughter.
I think laughing is more healing than anything else, I had a great birthday(s) :)


but
im not feeling very good today or yesterday... to be honest. and Im not at all grateful that I survived. I know I should be grateful for this and fucking that but im not. im sorry

photo: @blackaller


PICCING WEBSITE

Remember when I shared with you the awesome and fun app Piccing? well they have now improved their website piccing.com, making it possible for you to do the same thing that you do on your phone, which is that
  • You can still upload and share images from your mobile, tablet or computer’s library and directly from websites. You’ll just need to drag & drop the new ‘Share it on Piccing’ bookmark to your bookmarks bar.
  • When uploading an image from a website the green plus icon has now been replaced with pink heart icon. Because who doesn’t need a little extra love in their life?
  • You can picc items you love within these images. Once an image has been uploaded to your profile, by clicking on the green ‘picc it’ button you can select up to 5 items you want within an image.
  • You can find similar items and see exactly where to get them. Once you’ve provided a description, suitable category and color of an item —a selection of similar items will be displayed in a pop up menu.
  • You can click through to a direct link to purchase items. Once you’ve selected the item you would like to purchase you’ll be redirected where to buy that item.
NEW-LOOK-Feature 

I think its great to be be able to access all this even when your not on your phone and it makes it easier if your on you laptop to picc and click :D personally I think its easier to do the whole purchasing bit from my computer and to use my phone to browse for looks and items that I love!

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

LOOOOOOOOOOOM BANDS, SO MANY LOOM BANDS......!

Yep. Ive finally gone crazy.
I mean craz, crazy! Im making all kinds of different Loom Bands all day long, Ive done almost all kinds there is and a tutorial video, check it out on my youtube account (Chloe Cole)
I suggest you get this LoomBand kit if youre 1. Have a lot of free time 2. are going to tons of festivals or raves 3. loves to create shit made out of rubber bands 4. loves to give it away to all your favorite persons to have something to remember you by

a made a really long hexafish headband, fishtail bracelets and I forgot what the other ones called

A bracelet gone wrong became a ring instead

Have been giving away most of em already otherwise my whole arm wud b covered

Now Im going to meditate at least 20 mins everyday, I read a quote somewhere saying that everyone should do that and if you dont have time for it, then do it an hour each day instead lol

Saturday, November 29, 2014

SUGARMAN WONT YA HURRY?! COZ IM TIRED OF THESE SCENES!

earrings; NastyGal
Met a false friend
On a lonely, dusty road
Lost my heart
When I found it
It had turned to dead, black coal
Silver majik ships, you carry
Jumpers, coke, sweet MaryJane
 Sugarman
You're the answer
That makes my questions disappear




CUZ IM WEARY

video

yall know im a huge fan of crystals right? Huge! and yesterday I focking won this lovely necklace from @tothesea_jewelry giveaway


Coz im worth it ;)

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

BIRTHDAY FUCKING WISHES

my b-day is coming up and all I wish for is to get feeling n movement back in my body, some alocohol, hugs, drugs (all kinds) . hmm... and oh happiness and smiles for the rest of my life. may it end soon. or start? who knows 


PICS FROM @BLACKALLER MUSIC VIDEO & COASTLINE APPARITION

Monday, November 24, 2014

GOT GAMECUBE? WANT LONGER HAIR FOR X MAS OR NEW YEARS?

Longer hair anyone?

 Then Im your gal! Just letting you know that I am selling barely used Game Cube games complete with manual and all. flawless
  • Resident evil 4
  • Zelda The Wind Waker (limited edition 2 game bonus disc)
  • Harvest Moon a wonderful life
  • F-ZERO GX
  • Metroid Prime
I am also selling High Quality clip on extensions full set, (human hair of course) some are bought in "the Hair Shop" on whilshire. Where the Kardashians get theirs (if that makes it more valuable to know for you ^.^)

Ive got many different colors n shades,  most are the longest you could get and a few a bit shorter.
  • Dark auburn (kastanj fargad) 
  •  medium auburn (lite ljusare rodare toner) 
  • Brown
  • Blonde, honey kinda looking with darker tones, very natural looking. I Love that exact shade.
Email me on ChloeColee@gmail.com for pictures, info, prices or just if youre wondering something else, or are looking for something else. I am selling a lot of nice stuff like jackets that has never been worn and I cant wear em anymore since the wheelchair is in the way.
 It can be sent or picked/dropped off if its in Sweden somewhere near me in the south, plus im going to be in Stockholm alot starting next week

I just saw that I got pics of this so Im putting it up here, wireless Brookstone bluetooth keyboard for ipads
and JBL speaker




Great! I hope yall had a fun day, keep smiling :)

TRY TO KILL ME, I DARE YA' AND EVEN PAY YA'


@Blackaller music vid in progress

I remember once upon a time in 11 grade, the teacher had a yellow can with a black werewolf on. It was an energy drink and she told us that they had put high radiation laser thing trough it so we were going to experiment with it but she warned us that it was very dangerous to deal with it and if you drank it, it was dangerous and your skin-tone could turn greenish. I didnt care what she said plus I was tired so I took the can and drank it when no one saw. The teacher became very worried when she saw it was gone and she said "I really hope no one of you drank it cuz its not good at all..." I got a little worried for a sec but then I just carried on living my life and maybe,

that drink made me undeadly. and thats why I cant die, my heart must be strong as a mofo after all that Ive done to myself


ACUPUNCTURE



Saturday we went to Lund to Hälsans Hus, I tried acupuncture for the first time, I thought it would be good to get my body goin ya know ;)

I got the fantastic treatment by Zhao Ming, which was the nicest ever and so good at her job. I love the way she sees the world. She has hope in people and know how the body really works and what its capable of with the right mindset, her treatment gave me new hope and afterwards I got this weird emotions swings, I can only explain it like the body dealt and let go of tucked away hidden emotions and confusion from my accident. All this after just one treatment.

She is truly amazing, sweet and funny, I really recommend all my Swedish readers (and visitors) to go to her, whatever your need is or maybe just for some relaxation. Look at their webpage (linked in this post) and see all they have to offer :)










Saturday, November 15, 2014

BECONFIDENT



Im supaahh happy about all the product I received from beconfiDent teeth whitening company and Ill show you the amazing results they'll give me. This is day one:


CHLOE VS MATT

Omg, we were supposed to do a video where we tried my new teeth whitening products I got but THIS is what we got instead,  Hysterical!! The funniest part was when we got out of the bathroom and I was joking and saying "Ahh that was soo good right?" and 2 caretakers walks by. and Matthew carries out the chair he brought in LOL
then we all shared a awkward elevator time, I wish I could explain their face expressions.

heres the clip anyway,.. about "teeth whitening products" yeah.


Friday, November 14, 2014

I NEED A FIX AND A KISS



   Some nights ago I had the realest dream ever, I was walking with my friends and we were going somewhere and I just suddenly realized as we were walking that I was once paralyzed and I said  "Omg, for a second I forgot that period when I couldnt walk, run or dance. U know, when I was paralyzed? shit that was such a fucked up time I dont understand how I got trough it! But thank god I did and now im back to normal :) hahah"

I felt so relived that I was back to normal again and then I woke up I still thought it was true for a few mins, til I realized it was just a fucking dream. I Hate that feeling of realizing it. I forget quite often actually but it only takes a second til I realize it again...

I think that we live in 2 realities, this world and then the dream world. when you wake up from dreams, you actually fall asleep and wake up in this world. yea like Avatar. Debbie had a dream about me last night aswell, I was dancing and laughing at her wedding. Kelly dreams of me almost every night aswell. Even strangers mail me and tell me they have had dreams of me walking.

DEBATT DUELL TOBBE VS CHLOE


for my Swedish readers

jag e sa javla rolig hha

CUTE HORSE

I went horse riding yesterday. "riding" It felt weird and It would have been much better if i was just paralyzed from kinda the hip but since im paralyzed all the way from the waist it was difficult to stay up and I had to hold me up with my arms... felt like i was doing 80 something pushups.. then I almost fainted and had to go back laying in bed under my covers shaking for 2 hours. SO cold.




Tuesday, November 11, 2014

NOT OK

Im withdrawing and cold sweating all day and when I wake up Im literally soaked and Im not feeling to good about it, shaking all day long and the worst thing is the nurses here at orup hospital called me
 "Sweat Chloe, Sweat Chloe HAHAHAHAHA"
I wasnt laughing, I was actually crying and as they picked me up from bed they kept on laughing and calling me SWEAT CHLOE
 :(

I dont think thats very nice and they made me feel very sad. this is not a good, nor professional place for spinal cord damaged people. 








A HUUUUUUGE FUCK YOU!


well imma explain this post for you that read the original. The doctor came in and told me that all the nurses and him had been in on my blog which actually is really personal for me! and my youtube acc, facebook and IG. they asked me to remove all pics and movies ive made here.
I feel mentally raped and really exposed. they are snooping around on their patients blog!! how fucking creepy isnt that?? I dont know what I can write or not anymore. Its bad cuz it felt good to have somewhere to vent and write out my personal thoughts...
so you fat hags n pervs, pls continue doing ur job, and stop looking trough all my shiiiet.






Saturday, November 8, 2014

WITHDRAWAL SHOPPING


Got this from ebay today, not feeling well.. its good wheelchair stuff. I dont like this kinda shoes normally but when ur paralyzed its impossible to get your feet into any pair. weather there is shoe laces or zip, I noticed that you need movement and to lirk your feets down in almost all shoes. its also good to be warm when you dont feel if your feet are cold or not plus no good blood circulation. something you dont think of when your not paralyzed. I love my life...-.-

jus some tips for ppl in my sitch

Friday, November 7, 2014

IM NOT MARY POPPINS

another stupid video good for nuthin' but good good luvin'
haha
Ill get better quality stupid videos now since i finally have a new camera charger so nO more iphone vids! can I hear a YAAY or can i hear a WOOP WOOP?! I know ur all so excited, right!!?
ha ha ha


if you can comment alot of shit like u do cant u please comment on what vids I should do next? and u pervs dont even think of mentioning handicap pornos OKAY?!

Wednesday, November 5, 2014