Friday, September 25, 2015


Today was a rough stressful day and no luck finding my new place, yet another disappointment.. And you know what's worse is that I feel like I keep being given all these miracles and great opportunities but as soon as I've started to appreciate them and understand what important role they are playing In my life,  they fade away and I never know what I did wrong 
Did I even do anything?
Praying for fulfilled future happenings all the way 
Not giving up tho

Wednesday, September 23, 2015


once again my manifesting powers have left me speachless haha

and dont worry Ill answer your questions in a video, its part of a new project I had in mind and I think it will be great

heres some new pictures
Le Jolie Spa 


Friday, September 18, 2015


what would you want to know about LA, ask me any weird out of the blue question and Ill have an answer

comment in the comment section :D

Wednesday, September 9, 2015


the night I landed in LA again, that feeling omg I havent felt that in FOREVER. Shaking like an idiot I think it was kind of a huge shock for me as much as it was pure happiness and excitement , something I havent felt in a million years

Tuesday, September 8, 2015


Its so weird how things are happening, I was thinking to myself 2 days ago how I keep making everything I think about happen. It just happens you know and then I came to think about all the people that I have been wanting hit up and then how it all happened. then Brooke Candy came to mind and I was a little bummed that I still havent got in contact with her in some way and what do you know,
yesterday she hit me up on snapchat!
hehe Im a nerd I know
but it was kinda funny how it happened just after I had thought about it

proves that we really do create everything with our minds.

I should start writing down all things that I have consciously manifested. :)

Friday, September 4, 2015


I keep seeing 11.11 1.11 2.22 3.33 etc all day every day and the other night I saw a shooting star at 11.11 that felt like a major sign and im still waiting for my wish to come true. I feel weirdly calm about everything for some reason, it kinda feels like someone has my back and that allows me to sit back and relax because I know good stuff is coming my way, hey they obviously already has and I'm beyond grateful 

Damn i keep forgetting how good it is to be back ❤️

Wednesday, August 12, 2015


Heey people sorry that I havent been active here lately but I have been really busy and a lot of stuff has happened. I am now back in my home Los Angeles again and I cant even describe the feeling I felt when I landed, I mean, I havent been able to even smile for more than a year! I can finally breathe! these first days have been all crazy and exhausting and theres just so much that I need to do..

I met with Debbie and Tahnee yesterday which was amazing I have missed her beyond words and I got a new phone

Will take more pics and start some new projects which im really excited for but first of all Project Chloe!

heres some pics from last few dayz...

Lol my nail :D

ive missed Chipotle

Sunday, July 26, 2015


while Im here editing videos I have been drawn to a very interesting subject, it has literally shown up everywhere in the last few weeks.  Im realizing why I am drawn towards the "dark side" Everyone has one.    I see beauty in everything, in light and darkness in evil and in good.

to grow, we must come to terms with the shadow. not deny it, not resisting it because it doesnt matter. the shadow will come back -- stronger this time, because it had to grow stronger to break free of its repression.

As much as I recognize this inside me I realize how much of this has been twisted and processed to brainwash generations with religions. its either the dark side or the good side. they want you to choose.
Although they are not really giving you a choice. if you dont follow their belives then you are basically "worshiping Satan" that is - In most cases I must add.
you could say that there is no right or wrong at the same time there is right and wrong in everything

as long as you do not harm anyone its all good.

"But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?"

Saturday, July 25, 2015


Hola gorgeous!
I am so happy, nervous, excited a little scared but most of all I feel blessed in a way that is hard to explain
I keep making new videos so make sure to subscribe to my YoutubeChannel 

Ive learned that the key to happiness and success is to not care, to actually give zero fucks about peoples opinions and whatnot. Just fuck it. smile and keep focusing on yourself.
easy to say but thats how I am going to be from now on.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015


Ha, I just pulled out some of the stitches on my back myself, that they had forgot at the hospital after my surgery..

I've been watching a lot of Russel Brands new 'true news' and I mean I've always loved him and admired him but now I am stunned. I wish that everyone could get on his level. For example a therapist I went to the other day, he laughed out loud in my face when I said that I healing comes from within. He laughed and said "NO, it doesn't Chloe." 

I'm just shocked at his lack of intelligence and depth. Plants are more envolved than him 
So I figured I might as well talk to a palm tree and then maybe I wouldn't leave crying from being also offended. Because the palm tree wouldn't tell me that my feet are crocked. 

Yea He said that too lol. And they are really not at all actually 

Friday, July 10, 2015


So remember the watch that I won, I kept thinking to myself that I kinda regret choosing that particular one cuz Ive always wanted a rose gold clean looking watch. It fits me better than black and gold
today I got a mail from them sayin that the watch I was gna get was unfortunately out of stock so I could chose anyone else from their website! weird coincidence huh?

check me out power manifesting my rose gold watch that Ive always wanted ;)

Manifestation works only when you first,
set your intentions exactly on what you want
feel like you have it
let it go

there u go! 

and thats how it is with everything I have noticed, the difficult part for me is often the letting go part... and a little the receive part but im working on both..

 Started out the day with a massage and then drove to the beach and I got some sun, I get so restless just layin in the sun tho

Friday, July 3, 2015


Duality is the opposite of reality... meaning thus that it is the nightmare in wich people live or the dreamland in which people live...

~The word ive been searching for my whole life. its one of my favorite words~


Damn Im lucky! I won this awesome watch on IG, its the 3rd time this year that Ive won stuff there just random!

Thursday, July 2, 2015


Today I smile. I feel so empowered by this thick protecting shield made out of love. whatever happens              in the now is just beautiful.. I know I sound cheesy or like im on that sumthin' sumthin'.. but I am not
I have just found out this power inside me that I have been carrying around all my life but I have been to scared or depressed to use it.
I am on the right path to healing now nothing can stop me.

and thanks for that one who said Im a great actress btw  :) thats all I picked up from that  comment that were supposed to be negative
    getting complimented on my acting skills is really fucking awesome! cuz its just the greatest passion I have always had

For those who didnt know, I am obsessed with this Queen, Brooke Candy and this video I cant stop playing it, so beautiful it hurts. 

GAH love this bitch! and grimes , and lana, an.... I'll just make another post on all my inspiration creatures


also I finished a drawing I started a while ago, Its a great feeling to fulfill something you started. Like with life,

Monday, June 29, 2015


Some episodes from me and Ricky, theres more episodes to come :D I hope u think they are as funny as I do haha

Sunday, June 28, 2015


okay so get this, wheelchair ppl and few others that ask my why I never post any new pics of myself. Thats total bullshit. I can say that almost every picture where im not standing in is NEW.

wheelchair .. I dont wanna call em people cuz I honestly dont think they are. including me. they shouldnt have to be alive rolling around on this earth as half a person and throw me in the fire and call me satan for saying this but I am not one of those "proud" people that post tons of pics of them in their disgsting wheelchair. and stop asking me to do the same. IT IS GROSS and i STAND FOR THAT. no person should live like a freak and not being able to even use their legs,, among all the other shit that comes with this crap. we should have a choice to live or not.
cuz this is nothing but torture. welll it seems to be a few who likes it and thats good for them but not for the rest of us.
I have a theory, that they probably had a shitty life before and it somehow got better with the injury..

these pictures are not new. they are from last year